22

Like the floods from north

flowed the tears of thought

to cope with pain

was not what she was taught.

Innocent but brave, she stood tall

courage a plenty, her so small

everlasting perseverance

or would she fall?

Like a cold black night

her life coated with fright

not a sound nor a whisper

was in her sight.

Determined to change, her surrounds

form a solid foundation, as her grounds

as life crumbled around her

torment was all she found.

Like a discarded home

she was left on her own

her smile depleted

despair was all she'd know.

22

Intrinsic world. Never

Mystifying problems. Always

Motionless deliberation. Sometimes

Comprehended  ideas. Anticipated 

Conversant thought. Rare

Unacquainted actions. Common

2O

Arising pain, just as the sun

forget never, that it will disappear

just as the sun.

Flooded tears, just as the rain,

never forget, they shall dry

just as the rain.

Helpless thought, just as the fire,

forget never, that must burn

just as the fire.

Invisible scars, just as the wind,

never forget, they will blow

just as the wind.

day 19

Half dead, half alive, hardly noticed, hardly tried.

Half hearted, half asked, barely checked, barely marked.

Half good, half bad, often better, often sad.

Half right, half wrong, occasion short, occasion long.

Half this, half that, simply amazing, simply bad.

Half you, half me, another half, another peice.

Half missing, half found, quietly spoken, quiet sound.

Half together, half alone, forever now, forever our own.

HALF IS WHOLE, WHEN YOU’RE AROUND

18

Fear exists in change
and I feel every piece
Some part suggests otherwise
but still I seem to fear.

If change happens rapidly
then what will i lose?
If change never happens
then what will i gain?